It's over.
I'm free.
I don't have to care anymore.
I am just myself.
You are just you.
There is no we anymore,
and I am beyond grateful.
I used to love peanut butter.
I still appreciate it in certain moments.
I do not need peanut butter every day.
I do not need you.
I love you.
I want you to be happy.
I love me.
I want me to be happy.
I can finally see that I'm allowed to be happy.
I can finally see that I don't need anyone else.
I don't need you.
I am free.
I haven't smoked a cigarette in two days.
The longest I've gone while being able to smoke.
This is my choice.
For me.
I don't need anything.
Just me.
I just need me and my love for me.
And fuck, I love myself.
I'm happy.