Finally

It's over.

I'm free.

I don't have to care anymore.

I am just myself.

You are just you.

There is no we anymore,

and I am beyond grateful.


I used to love peanut butter.

I still appreciate it in certain moments.

I do not need peanut butter every day.

I do not need you.


I love you.

I want you to be happy.


I love me.

I want me to be happy.


I can finally see that I'm allowed to be happy.

I can finally see that I don't need anyone else.

I don't need you.

I am free.


I haven't smoked a cigarette in two days.

The longest I've gone while being able to smoke.

This is my choice.

For me.


I don't need anything.

Just me.

I just need me and my love for me.


And fuck, I love myself.

I'm happy.