Ramblings of a Self-Titled Crazy

I'm empty.


I feel

Nothing.


And yet,

The sun rises

Each

Day.


Even if,

Nobody

Appreciates her.


The wind

Blows

Even if it

Brings tears to eyes.


Relentless.


Nature is a force.


Sometimes we forget.


We forget we are a part of nature.


We forget that fires rage as strong as our anger.

We forget that the oceans teem with repressed emotion.

We forget that mountains rise under the pressure of the earth shifting, just as we rise under impossible circumstance

We forget.

We are nature.


And I will rise each day.


I will not be defined

By illness.


I will soar

Higher.


I will scream

Louder.


I will forgive

My mind.


I will forgive

Myself.


I am not broken.

I never was.


I just hadn't found the pieces of myself to begin with.


And now.




Now, I am whole.